Samantha

On this page I describe my inspiration to: keep making videos, living life to the fullest, and living my life to glorify God.

"If anyone has ever lost someone, I do not know how you feel, for I have not lost Samantha, she is forever in my heart." - Bl5H0P

The video above does not even explain truly how I feel about my girlfriend, Samantha, who passed away in 2007. Some nights I sit and just think about everything. I have broken down and really fallen into depression at times. God blessed my life with Samantha for 75 days. I met her on August 21st, 2007 and that's when we said our relationship began. I knew God wanted me to pursue her from the day I laid my eyes on my brown eyed beauty. Samantha was perfect in my eyes. She made me want to be a better person. She inspired me to do so much then and now today. I still make videos because of her. She was so supportive of my videos on YouTube and now as she is looking down at me, I will not let her down. I will make her proud. She is still living in me. She is with me inside my heart. There have been days when I just sleep the pain away or at least try to. God showed me by all of this what kind of girl He wants me to be with. He showed me that there is someone out there who I thought was too good to be true. Samantha showed me how to live life to the fullest for God. She strengthened my faith more than I can explain. As she is looking down from heaven I will make her proud. It is comforting to know that I will see her again one day in heaven.

I love you forever Samantha,

Andrew

The video above is the latest music video I have done for Samantha. This video I put more emotion into than any other video I have ever done. It talks about serious life struggles I have faced since her passing. When writing this song, I cried more than you can imagine.

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